The pain became unbearable and Dr. Vandermolen wanted me in immediately. He met me at the ER and we did surgery. I just got home. It was definitely ectopic and I've lost my right tube.
I'm in complete shock.
This was never even a possibility to me. I was prepared for another miscarriage (as prepared as one can be) but an ectopic was never on my radar. I literally cannot believe I just had surgery and lost my right tube.
What the fuck God? I know He won't give more than I can handle but this really seems like I've reached my limit.
Oh no! I am so sorry. (((hugs)))
ReplyDeleteI am so very sorry. My heart hurts for you, please know that I am here and praying for you. (((hugs)))
ReplyDeleteI'm so very sorry.
ReplyDeleteI'm so very sorry for your loss.
ReplyDeleteI'm so, so sorry. This is so incredibly unfair and I hate that you are going through another loss. ((HUGE HUGS))
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry to hear this news. Just know we are all thinking of you.
ReplyDeleteYou might recall that I'm a chronic pain patient who has been on disability from work for over a year now, and I remember feeling like you, like how much more of this is going to be dumped on me? How much am I supposed to take? It's only now, a year later, that I see that I was able to handle that...and more. You are stronger than you think - hang in there. I'll be thinking and praying for you.